Saturday, October 30, 2004
halo~!
i am back... hehe... now is 1013p.m... me talking to sweekee who does not respond and yushan who also is busy and candy the very free one.. haha.. kidding..
todae i woke up at 11.27 because of that mei xian... she called me 3 times on h.p but i was sleeping.. when she call my hse den i listen.. haha.. but still dunno wad she talking abt...
todae service was very interesting... it is about steward... steward manages things... den horx, all of us are stewards.. we only take care of things but not owe those things... den that we should give so that we could receive.. not by financial but also love... haha... very meaningful.. if i want to sae, den it will be very long...
den todae, i did one good thing... haha... not that i don't do.. just kidding.. me and simin bought guihao to the doctor...just now, i and gui hao and simin went to take MRT... den horx, gui hao's temerature rise up to 39.4 and she was trembling... simin and me got quite worry lorx. so decided to bring her to the doctor... den we find and find and find cos got many doctors not open den we went the hougang plaza one round saw only got one open but look quite expensive... in the end, through god blessing, we found 1~! den we continue to walk den i look for liang cha for gui hao to drink... so they walk infront first.. later gui hao sae she tired... den me and simin went to hougang mall to check if the clinic is open but it is not open... so we went back to that clinic that is open den we was afraid that we hab not enuf money to pay so gui hao ask abt how much to see a doctor... the nurse sae abt 20+ but horx, in e end is just 20 dollar and still got 2 daes.. but gui hao still wants to go cause she want the goodies bag and the membership... me and simi den tell her cannot or else not frenz... haha...
so meaningful... den i also found out that many people know me and sk and ys work le... we saw many people lehx.. haix... so paiseh... tomolo still got.. hope can do a good job...
need to end le.. tomolo need to meet candy at 615... cos got the marina thing... haix... sianz.. many pple not going.. but we still going bahx.. haha..
thanks and hopes..
thank you that candy chose triple
thanks for all my frenz..
thanks that i got a job so can spend quality time
thanks for support and love given by my frenz and family
thanks for my everything..
hope to stay cheerful
hope tat tomolo will be okay..
hope that we will be in the same class..
hope that everyone is healthy again...
10:11 PM; shattered
dreams.
Friday, October 29, 2004
halo~!
now is 1139am.. waiting for swee kee to get ready to go melissa hse watch the show.. hope the show can watch.. haix... den later need to work too.. haha... i know i very bad... hehe... anyway, must thank denise
i suddenly feel like putting a password to the blog... later offend anyone.. haha...
todae is the last dae of school in 2 charity... actually is more like yesterdae.. feel very very sad.. i will miss every one in the class.. they have spent half of me high school life with me together... no matter if the memories are good or bad, i will remember it foreva... i really dun one to change class... i and swee kee was discussing about it... den we was like also very sad lorx... den we discuss the different group in our class... from cool to serious... even lazy and funny also got... if next year not same class, life will certainly be different without those jokers in class... even mr raj and mrs hendra hab make a big difference in my life...
todae was the parents meeting session... den my brother go with me.. den the meeting time was 0945 am... den it was also raining... haix... den forgot to bring ezlink card... ran to 7-11 to buy one sweet and change money... den i was still thinking if want to take double or triple..in the end after talking to mr raj and mrs hendra, i chose triple as my first choice... again dui bu qi candy... i hope she could change her mind to take triple science with us... to tell the truth, if she is no longer in the same class as me, i will certainly feel very weird weird de...
haiz... i really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really hope that we will be in the same class... from Chelmin to Shengjie... haha... by register no... haiz.. why can't we be in the same class lehx?
i am really confused... haix... can't take dis anymore... gtg le... buaix... update soon!!!
hopes & wishes...
same as the last post...
and that candy will change her mind... haix...
11:55 AM; shattered
dreams.
Thursday, October 28, 2004
hi~!
todae i woke up feeling very very very depressed... also not sure why... keep thinking of all the problem.. thank yushan and cookie who encourage me... haha...
i star working le... saw someone den i not sure he saw me anot.. but i think he saw me... den i was like very worried lorx... cos so paiseh... hope won't see anyone next time le...
i working at the counter!!! i thought we will learn new stuffs like cooking or cleaning first... den the manager sae i dun hab confidence so she trained me... den like so mei yong like that.. haix... den i alone there somemore.. so sad... they sae the next time is the real one.. no more training.. haix... den me, sk and umbrella might not be in the same shift... haix... i think i think too much but can't stop thinking about it...
den next thing to think wad to choose the class.. tomolo must choose le... mr raj, my mum, denise and my bro encourage me to take triple sciences... i am afraid with the job at KFC, i might not take it... cos got triple science, SYF, the work, church stuffs and tuition.. haix... i am afraid i can't take it den drop to double or wad... den also very paiseh. haix... den i also promised candy to take double sciences together... den now like break promise.. i am afraid we might also not be in the same class anymore...
tell u more abt the job... den after the first training in KFC right, we stand very long.. den keep making mistakes.. got a few people over there quite good while others are scary... haix... den the manager gave us choice... den me and swee kee was like thinking abt it... the next dae, we finally got the courage to quit... but after wad the manager said, we decided not to quit... we can't let the manager down.. but now, i am thinking about it... i dunno if i make the right choice.. the people over there thought me how to make ice cream but no matter how i make, it still fails.. i am really confused...
so many pessimistic things... haix... but still got good things!!! yesterdae was ma sa sa's birthdae.. we bought her present den gave her on that dae... keep on laughing at her and SJ... haha.. total quite ex.. poor le.. but nvm.. cos only once in a year... den just now when melissa and candy got AVA, we went to compass for lunch at mac... after that went to HOUGANG to buy cake and also gib a paper... on the way home, the cake somehow got smashed by cookie... haha.. den i keep laughing at her...
den todae is the last dae we are in the class 2 charity together... i am really going to miss all the pple there... they are certainly lights to my life... i just hope that we won't change class... haix... but it is fat chance.... all of them really change my life... i think i will not forget them...
tomolo meeting mr raj with my brother... hope he can wake up... haha... den my sister went to china... she is not feeling very well... i hope that God could bless her wif good health... in the mean time, she hab to take care... i think dis post is very very long...
todae we celebrate ma sa sa's birthdae... after eating our slice of cake, we smeared some on her hand... den it was revenge time... haha... so fun... going to miz it next time.. candy and melissa was the victim.. must see how shi qi and si min dui wo den think if want to do it to them...
k le... dun write too long...
HOPES
hope that all of us could be in the same class next year...
sorry to candy cos i broke a promise
hope that i can do the job at KFC well...
hope that i won't see anyone when working
hope that i could cope wif my studies and everything
hope that we won't quarrel over small things
hope that i will make a good choice on which course to take.
hope that me and sk and ys 's shift is the same...
hope that sister will feel better...
hope that everything in my life will be okay...
hope that i won't think so much...
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!
6:08 PM; shattered
dreams.
Sunday, October 24, 2004
hi~!
nothing very special happen todae... now i am reading mail... haix... still thinking about which course i should take...
todae i went to the church wif my mum.. before that, went to rivervale plaza de food court and market to eat and buy grocery.. haha...
den me and swee kee were discussing abt which course we are taking next year.. we sms to mr raj and ask him for opinions... den he sae better to take pure sciences...
i also hab a talk wif my brother den he also encourage me to take pure science... i am still thinking over it... haix...
tomolo is e first dae i working at KFC!!! very worried... hope that it could be good... haiz...
ending here le... see ya!!!
hope that the job at KFC will be fine...
hope that the three of us will be in the same shift
hope that i could come to a conclusion to what courses i choose
hope that the 7 of us will not quarrek anymore...
7:03 PM; shattered
dreams.
Saturday, October 23, 2004
HaLo~!
i got back some of my result yesterdae... den horx, a bit thankful and dissapointed... my science deprove alot.. and also many subjects... haiz... i also dunno take which course... i hope that the 7 of us could be in the same class... yushan already know she want to take lit le... i want to take bio... but... haix... hope that i could come out with a decision in the end...
todae i went to service... i invited candy but she cannot make it... at first a little angry, den disappointed den sad... haix... dunno why these feelings just pop out... actually i also dunno why she can't make it too... haix...
den todae service was quite fun... i met swee kee and xiao ting first... xiao ting very very very very very very very funny todae... we went to mac for brunch... den xiao ting want to take a ballon for cookie.. den they were chooseing colours.. after that, auntie come den xiao ting ask for a ballon... that auntie sae u want one, i go inside make one heart shape one den u give to ur boyfren... den she was like, HUH... dun want dun want... haha... den she got alot of funny actions..
after service, we went to eat... den again something very funny happen... yushan will furthur explain in her blog bahx... swee kee also very funny... i dun really understand what she thinking about... she suddenly sae MONDAE~! haha... cos she beri worry of the job at KFC... den suddenly, she sae haiya, dunno which course i should take... den i was like huh... dunno what she thinking..
actually i also dunno what course i taking next year... haix... den i also worried about the job at KFC... the uniform was like SO UGLY lorx... haix... no face to see people if they saw me in that uniform... haix... we collected the uniform yesterdae after swee kee's prayer meet... arh~! WORKING LE... haix...
i want to thank denise also... cos horx, she sae she help me record the 9p.m show if i got working in KFC... haha... den i won't miss it le... so happy!!!!! i want to THANK HER SO MUCH~! but i hope she remember... haha... DENISE!! MUZ REMEMBER...
haha... k lahx... end here le... see tomolo got time to come and update anot... haha...
hope that DENISE will remember 2 RECORD!
hope that the job at KFC will be a success
hope that candy could come to service next time
hope that i can control my feelings..
hope that i can organise my time in the holidaes.
hope that i know which course to take next year...
i'll also like to encourage sk... you can do it~!! u could make a good consellor and also a worker and also a good student.. no matter wad choices u make, i and the rest of us will certainly support u de~! CHEER UP!
i'll like to encourage candy too... cos she was quite upset with her results... u have already done very well... lets try to go to the same class next year... dun get dishearted k?
and also to the rest of the 7 of us... cheer up! hope can get to the class u all want to go to... haha...
k lahx... very lame... :P
6:48 PM; shattered
dreams.
Thursday, October 21, 2004
hi~! haha...
long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long time never come online... and also update.. whahaha... finally can...
now can use le... so so so so so so so so HAPPY~! haha... den i was like going to other people's blog to see what they wrote... den i found out that i was quite depressed nowadays... whahaha...
i will write an extrememly long one todae... haha... summarise wat happened since after exam... hehe...
exams are over for quite awhile.. :( thing is that i think i failing most of e subjects... DEPRESSED again! haix... probably taking double sciences next year on the condition that i will pass my exams... haix...
den yesterdae de yesterdae, i went to look for a part time job wif cookie and umbrella... den we found one job at KFC... so paiseh if see until those people we know.. taking this job means there is another responsibilties in my life... i was thinking over it for quite a LONG time... i was afraid for choosing the wrong thing cos dis job required us to work for at least 6 months... but not everydae... the manager sae if one dae in weekdae, one dae in weekend very good le... so we took it... hope all the three of us can handle the stress and everything... also hope that we could organise our time well... there might be people or frenz that disagree with wat i did, but i think it is worth a try.. i am not as rich as them... i need to experience life..
btw, got an unfgorgettable thing happen on the 15th oct... it was candy's birthdae... den we went ice skating.. REGRET it... so paiseh... thank for umbrella's sheeps.. or i still holding on to that thing without trying... i suddenly realised that ice-skating is like life... whaha... very complicated... and dangerous.. you'll need patience and FRIENDS to help... haha...
den we went to buy a cake for candy on mondae... we were celebrating at a void deck downstairs... haha... den after eating, shi qi, me and cookie were each taking part of the cake.. den we were chasing candy all over the place.. haha.. in e end, we still win.. whahaha... den we spread the cake all over her hands.. den her skirt got, so i need to wash for her... that AUNTY MARY... haha...
den after exams, we got the IEP... at first hui min and me is in the hip hop/jazz dance... in e end is the cultural thingy... GOD BLESS.. haha... den we learn more about social thingy and also how to eat and walk... so funny... haha... den eat alot.. that teacher very very funny also.. too straight forward...
todae i met swee kee todae... to buy present for someone.. haha... spent alot of $$$$... but no choice.. hope that she will like it... after we work, den we got a bit $$$ le... hope so bahx..
nowadaes, all of our friendships are like struggling... no TRUST... so sad... hope that the last week will be spent wisely and we will not regret it...
HOPE that CAndy ( aunty mary) could gib me an answer...
HOPE that me, sk and ys could handle all the stress...
HOPE that all of our friendships won't be like dis anymore...
HOPE that HE will continue to watch over us...
HOPE that i won't think too much...
4:31 PM; shattered
dreams.