Shattered DREAMs
Sunday, June 18, 2006

found dis in a email.

i find i very meaningful.

when i saw you, i was scared to talk to you.
when i first talked to you, i was scared to kiss you.
when i first kissed you, i was scared to love you.
now that i love you, i am scared to lose you.

and another meaningful one that goes like dis.
we stay walled up cos we r afraid to care too much, 4 fear tat the othr person does not care as much, or even at all.

how true it is. maybe thats why we dun want to share. we fear to trouble others, or to leave a bad impression. we keep everything to ourself. and slowly dis becomes a wall.

but maybe we should not be so ji jiao anymore. care and love e frenz ard us. we'll nv know when they leave us. or when i leave them. we all gotta die some day. we all gotta leave some day. love and care now. at least you won't regret. at least we will still have memories.



1:25 AM; shattered dreams.

Saturday, June 17, 2006

simin say my post not long enough. so i'm here again.

actually is quite bored bahx.

just watch finish e beautiful boxer.

tml still got tuition.

tons of homeworkS left to be done. so sian.

wad a interesting day it is today. haha.



2:29 AM; shattered dreams.

Monday, June 12, 2006

i am back. haha.

they say my blog e post want to wait for one yr izzit. of cos not.

today is EMOTIONAL.

sad and happy. happy and sad.

life is so contradicting.

pls practice wad u preach!

i hate my life. if only...



10:05 PM; shattered dreams.

PROFILE


i am esther; nickname isesther;
b'dae on 9 FEB; located in SINGAPORE;
once studied in seng kang pri and holy innocents high and now graduated from ngee ann poly .


LOVES
i love my mummy; siblings; MIGHTIES ;
friends; handphone television ; lappy ;
songs and music by favourite artists and /SHOPPING!!


HATES
I HATE nothing.;


WISHES
I wish to be prettier , smarter , sociable , nice and slimmer.; get loads and loads of money.; a handsome and rich husband;
good health for my friends and family happiness for my friends and family, travel around the world, study well;
earn alot of money; a new wardrobe of clothes and etc
and peace.


VOICES




SAYONARA
cAndY
swEe kEe
sImi?
huimin
meLissa
melody
yina
shirley
shuxian fashion blog
shuxian's blog
audrey
rachel
rachel's china blog
charmaine
jErEmy
clarence
eUgEnIa
dIonE
clAssbLog
mEliSsa
huImIn
sHiqI
sWeEkEe
simin
sErEnA
jOannE



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