Shattered DREAMs
Sunday, July 30, 2006

hey

today went to watch 2 movies.

lady in e water and the lake house.

to me, lady in e water is quite boring and meaningless.

BUT THE LAKE HOUSE IS GOOD! BETTER DEN GOOD.

e ending is nice too. i am so touched by it. its like a fairytale but its not like they are wearing gowns or tiaras. i'll stronly recommend pple to watch. seriously, i dun mind watching it a second time cause its really really nice.

yup. almost everything ends up fun. except e last part of e day.

i'm sorry frenz for ps-ing u all today.

do u have e feelings that u wish u dun exist at all?



1:04 AM; shattered dreams.

Friday, July 21, 2006

I'VE HAD ENOUGH.

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.

IS THERE NO WARMTH IN THIS FAMILY ANYMORE?

i am really sad. really depressed.

I HATE MYSELF.

SCOLD AND NAG SCOLD AND NAG SCOLD AND NAG

U R E ONE MAKING ME SAD. E ONE MAKING ME DIFFERENT.
BUT I WON'T HATE U.

sorry frenz. for tolerating me.



6:47 PM; shattered dreams.

Saturday, July 15, 2006

dis week had been stressed. for dis weekend we had 8 subjects of homework. so all in all, only chinese and PE dun have homework.

everyday after school is remedia till 5 plus. where got time to do homework. haiz. so life in sec 4 is like dis. how 'interesting'

k. so e tug of war wasn't fantastic but at least blue eagles got a second position.

and e chinese oral is bad. but at least it is over. e topic was really difficult lor. and e examiner is so rude. keep cutting halfway when i was talking.

one part is like dis :
examiner : nowadays teenagers are more pampered and zhu zhong wu zi xiang shou. wad do u think?
me: i think that it is true. teenagers nowadays like to buy branded stuffs and keep changing hp. -as i was trying to furthur explain-
examiner : what about de shi?
me : huh? ni zai jian she me? (i thought is ge shi but v weird so ask again)
examiner : de shi.
me : huh?
examiner : taxi.
me : orh. -blah blah blah-

as i was afraid i digress, i ask e examiner for e question again. and she said: no need la. you r right ar.
den i was thinking, if i right, den y u keep cutting in.
AND BOTH THE EXAMINERS ARE SO FIERCE LORX.

den is e remedia lessons after school. tedious and tired. i entertain myself by drawing spongebob and dogs and every ones nick on each others' paper. i entertain them too. i think i am quite good lorx.

wow. dis must be e longest post.

have u ever felt used?
and complacent?
its bad eh?



1:08 AM; shattered dreams.

Thursday, July 06, 2006

wish me luck! haiz.

tml sure xia sway.

i know shiqi is waiting for that moment. haha.



7:53 PM; shattered dreams.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

if u all wouldn't listen. FINE!



6:39 PM; shattered dreams.


miracles do happen you know.

today melissa COMPLIMENT me. haha. but i dun dare say. later candy they all say i thick skin. this is e FIRST miracle.

den at 070406 at 035052, huimin treat us to sha zha suan. den at 035125 she ask us if we want more. 2 MORE MIRACLES.

haha. k la. can't slack le. they r doing project and i am blogging. i am sure getting a scolding soon.

these few days i got a gan chu.

actually, i think that everyone will feel lonely de ba. these days, i feel really odd. like drifted. maybe its true.

i have troubles. who don't? but i dunno who to share with anymore. i am lost. i really hope someone will listen.



5:15 PM; shattered dreams.

PROFILE


i am esther; nickname isesther;
b'dae on 9 FEB; located in SINGAPORE;
once studied in seng kang pri and holy innocents high and now graduated from ngee ann poly .


LOVES
i love my mummy; siblings; MIGHTIES ;
friends; handphone television ; lappy ;
songs and music by favourite artists and /SHOPPING!!


HATES
I HATE nothing.;


WISHES
I wish to be prettier , smarter , sociable , nice and slimmer.; get loads and loads of money.; a handsome and rich husband;
good health for my friends and family happiness for my friends and family, travel around the world, study well;
earn alot of money; a new wardrobe of clothes and etc
and peace.


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meLissa
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yina
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shuxian fashion blog
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clarence
eUgEnIa
dIonE
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huImIn
sHiqI
sWeEkEe
simin
sErEnA
jOannE



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