Shattered DREAMs
Tuesday, February 26, 2008

and we were chatting abt going abroad to study U if we are unable to get into U in Singapore.

Australia or Switzerland.

that will be cool.

angmohs and everything.



12:16 AM; shattered dreams.

Monday, February 25, 2008

well, today went shopping with kee.

the mall are so empty that wo men hen bu xi guan.

oh man. i bought stuff again.

a shirt, a pair of jean and a lip balm.

okay.. i know. i spent too much. i will try my best to cut down for the trip to taiwan. on e brighter note, kee spend as much as me.

anyway, we walked and walked and walked.

and we talked. its been so long. even though we chat on phone, face-to-face is so much different.

and i reached home ard 10pm.

tmr going to watch ah long and juno with shux and yina. hope i wun spend money alr. im like so tempted to buy more. but due to my high will power, i cut back on alot. haha.

wed going class chalet
thurs meeting candy, mel and simin watch L change the world
fri no plan yet
sat clique outing?
sun support shiqi for her marathon and church!

well, i need to find a job. so any lobang please tell.

anyway, was in deep conversation with some people on something. its so disheartening to know that this actually happens to most people.

YA! AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY!!!



11:24 PM; shattered dreams.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

you will never know what happen.

the atm ate my card.

lucky its e card that i dun use often.

omg. why does this thing always happen to me?

nvm. po cai xiao zai.

anyway, exams are over for me.

well. candy and mel will still have to wait.

need to find a job soon.

and ive watched ps. i love u and jumper. but there are still so many i wanna watch.

went airport with melissa ytd. was looking ard.

and met fang and denise for lunch. same old same old. just that its shocking that its denise showing fang the photos. maybe it is different when u are 20.

who knows that there are so many shops there and i spent again.

i know its bad. thats why i need a job.

rest relax and have fun!



3:48 PM; shattered dreams.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

ytd went to huimin house.

thanks all of you for the presents.

esp the card which send tears to my eyes again.

thanks for the company. and for the joy shared and effort put in.



6:11 PM; shattered dreams.

Saturday, February 09, 2008

today is my birthday.

as it is my 18, i guess i have 18 wishes right?

well, here it goes:
1- i want my mother to be healthy and happy
2- i want to score well for exams and tests
3- i want to cope with jap
4- i want to be healthy and happy
5- i want my friends to be happy and healthy
6- i want to be rich so that i won't have to worry about money
7- i want to be more sociable and outgoing
8- i want my mighties to stay together
9- i want all my friends to be closer
10- i want more clothes, shoes and bags
11- i want to be cleverer, prettier and slimmer
12- i want all the worries to be gone
13- i want to forget someone and to move on
14- i want to be more decisive
15- i want to meet the love of my life. haha.
16- i want to be loved and love
17- i want my family to be sweet and do not quarrel
18- world peace; no wars and fights

hope that everything will come true.

well, when i was 17th, a lot of things had happen. well, i came to TRM. i took jap, i got to know the eights! and the mighties are still strong.

i feel so blessed to know all of them. they are my sources of encouragement. my fun. they made going to school fun.

to tell you the truth, i thought coming to poly will be a dread. that i'll nt find friendship like what i have in secondary school. well, god proved me wrong. and im glad to have the eights as my friends. e memories we shared, the ghost sharing experience, e jokes we shared. i hope we will become closer and closer.

mighties. i thought we will drift too. like nt so close. but we are trying to meet each other every week. it is sweet. and we shared our dirty secrets. we encouraged and are there for each other. and i really appreciate it esp when im going through a rough patch. you all were there for me. and i thank god for u all.

my family. they make me feel loved. esp my mother. she is just so sweet to me. lord, keep the relationships between each and every one of us strong. do not let us quarrel over small stuffs and be satisfied with what we have.

denise and yifang. well you all are my 'oldest' friends. from pri school till now. it is fun knowing you all. fang, faster find a bf. i want to take my 33.50. denise, stop dreaming and dun think of lee hom le. we must meet soon ok.

and i want to thank the following people:
catherine
melody
shirley
shuxian
jeremy
sweekee
denise
audrey
simin
shiqi
candy
melissa
bo xue
dess
charmaine
eunice
shuhui
rachel
my sister
my elder bro
my smaller bro
my god bro
my jie fu
my mother
my uncles
eugenia
dione
jermey ling
huimin
gary
yina
wan xin

GOD

shux, i was really touched by your video and your phone call. it was so sweet of you. thank you for being here for me and for everything you have done. i love you!

ley, calling me before midnight and shouting happy birthday was cute. but u have to adjust the time on your lappy ok. thanks for calling and singing for me. hate to say it here, but i love you! dun be such a drama queen le.

you all will never know how much both of you meant to me.

thanks kee for chatting with me. and singing for me too! thank you!

thats all for today.

may all of you enjoy the new year!



10:25 AM; shattered dreams.

Sunday, February 03, 2008

hello people.

im back.

i feel so guilty now. im watching ghost whisperer for like the past 2 days with intervals. going to church, mahjong with mighties, hair cuts and shopping with mummy and brother, and another shopping session with candy.

okay. im beyond hope.

good that im going to sch tmr to study with shux. she can get me into e study mood ba. i hope. haha.

anyway, bought stuffs with candy and mummy. i <3 my mother so much.

and i know she <3 me too. haha. not only because she buy stuffs for me ok. she is so funny and nice.

its weird how relationship works.

i can see you and i know you are here for me.
please guide me and help me.
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10:08 PM; shattered dreams.

Friday, February 01, 2008

went shopping with candy and yina.

bought 2 more shirts. oh man.

i spend too much money.

im going to work soon.

exams are coming. what the shit.

please give me motivation.

to shirley: cheer up k? dun worry too much abt bcomm or other stuffs. we will always be here for u.



12:16 AM; shattered dreams.

PROFILE


i am esther; nickname isesther;
b'dae on 9 FEB; located in SINGAPORE;
once studied in seng kang pri and holy innocents high and now graduated from ngee ann poly .


LOVES
i love my mummy; siblings; MIGHTIES ;
friends; handphone television ; lappy ;
songs and music by favourite artists and /SHOPPING!!


HATES
I HATE nothing.;


WISHES
I wish to be prettier , smarter , sociable , nice and slimmer.; get loads and loads of money.; a handsome and rich husband;
good health for my friends and family happiness for my friends and family, travel around the world, study well;
earn alot of money; a new wardrobe of clothes and etc
and peace.


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SAYONARA
cAndY
swEe kEe
sImi?
huimin
meLissa
melody
yina
shirley
shuxian fashion blog
shuxian's blog
audrey
rachel
rachel's china blog
charmaine
jErEmy
clarence
eUgEnIa
dIonE
clAssbLog
mEliSsa
huImIn
sHiqI
sWeEkEe
simin
sErEnA
jOannE



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