Shattered DREAMs
Saturday, October 21, 2006

today is e end of us but e beginning of me.

duration: till tuesday.

that will confirms if everything will go back to normal or tat it is e new beginning.

i am sad.

special thanks to candy and mel. u all really cannot an wei pple



10:55 PM; shattered dreams.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

today went to vivo city with e clique. skipped chem. lessons didn’t do well for biology practical.

thanks candy for peiing me today.

i tried to talk and start a conversation. e most u do is shrug, shake ur head or a simple short reply. in e first place, it is NOT my fault. u walked away first and left us there. now, it seems like its all my fault. thanks for letting me know that friendship is so fragile. if dis is wad u want, suits u.

can i locked myself in a room and cry and that i dun give a damn to whats going on. i need someone to talk to.



9:06 PM; shattered dreams.

Friday, October 13, 2006

hey people

today we commemorate 2 special occasion.

today marks e end of our secondary school life. e rest of e time i will be studying and working hard for the big O. i am quite depressed today. swee kee save me in time from tears.

to e clique :
u all certainly made my secondary life memorable. frm e pipishenggong in sec 1 to spray water, den got one period is beat each other sensitive parts. its certainly unforgettable. though we quarrel, but i am sure we are happy most of e time. haha.

i decide to write all e nicknames we have before since sec 1

candy - gou gou, aunty mary, tang guo, peanut, bo ba
sweekee - snailey, mousey
huimin - meow , zheng zhong kuai le mao, hougang mall,
shiqi - girrafe, mrs ___
melissa - ma x x, mrs __, hippo, yu kuo tai
simin - siew mai, deng
esther - nth at all :)

alot bahx. haha. more de but forgot most.

i can't believe it, but i am going to say it:
I LOVE YOU ALL. I LOVE MY GOU GOU, SNAILEY, FIRST WIFE, LAST WIFE, SIEW MAI, AND YU KUO TAI. U ALL MADE MY LIFE MORE 'FUN'.:) THANKS FOR BEING HERE.

next, we celebrate candy's birthday. it was a surprise for her.

she thought we got buy cake for her initally, den to her GREAT disappointment, mel and huimin come to school empty handed. she was paiseh of cos.

den after graduation ceremony, we got e cake and gather people she noe. but she was no where to found. so shiqi and me went to e hall and saw her. when we brought her down, she was so SHOCKED. haha. and den we began e birthday song. she was paiseh i think, and quite touched.

later is e candle biting session. we tried to push her head to the cake. but her head is so hard lor. must take many attempts. but in e end we succeed. she become 'miss red face for e day'. den its revenge time. luckily we didn't get much in e end. but was xia sway when she chase us abt. den e cake was somehow not suitable for consumption. so in e end, we did not eat. HAIZ. haha.

we bought special presents for gou gou, got bone, shirt, nice undergarments, fake nails and etc. hope she like it. and she was forced to eat e candy that look like tongue. it was so cute. (i mean e tongue not her)

she say she will have revenge on my birthday. lets see abt that. but candy, i prefer presents den cake hor.

i am going to upload pics taken. not by me cause lazy to upload frm phone.
i'll upload soon. haha.








11:13 PM; shattered dreams.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

its so fast.

now, i am in sec 4. 3 more weeks to O levels and 1 more week to biology practical. can time go slower.

its hard to imagine days whereby i do not crap with my frenz. to see them chase each other. and to hear their lame jokes. no homework and we won't be able to skip lessons together.

hmmm. what should i do.

anyway, i think the haze is due to sweekee's balloon.



5:32 PM; shattered dreams.

PROFILE


i am esther; nickname isesther;
b'dae on 9 FEB; located in SINGAPORE;
once studied in seng kang pri and holy innocents high and now graduated from ngee ann poly .


LOVES
i love my mummy; siblings; MIGHTIES ;
friends; handphone television ; lappy ;
songs and music by favourite artists and /SHOPPING!!


HATES
I HATE nothing.;


WISHES
I wish to be prettier , smarter , sociable , nice and slimmer.; get loads and loads of money.; a handsome and rich husband;
good health for my friends and family happiness for my friends and family, travel around the world, study well;
earn alot of money; a new wardrobe of clothes and etc
and peace.


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SAYONARA
cAndY
swEe kEe
sImi?
huimin
meLissa
melody
yina
shirley
shuxian fashion blog
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audrey
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jErEmy
clarence
eUgEnIa
dIonE
clAssbLog
mEliSsa
huImIn
sHiqI
sWeEkEe
simin
sErEnA
jOannE



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