Tuesday, October 30, 2007
can i die today?
my god.
i really hate b.comm. i know i will flunk it. like seriously.
can i seriously faint tmr and ask shux to send me to the hospital.
how i wish.
and i dun understand y we must do this activity at all.
p.s. hope shirley finds her wallet.
my god.
i really hate b.comm. i know i will flunk it. like seriously.
can i seriously faint tmr and ask shux to send me to the hospital.
how i wish.
and i dun understand y we must do this activity at all.
p.s. hope shirley finds her wallet.
5:13 PM; shattered
dreams.
Sunday, October 28, 2007
esther feels like shopping.
shopping kills all stress.
shopping kills all stress.
2:29 AM; shattered
dreams.
hello!
its mel birthday yesterday and they came my house to prepare a surprise party for melissa. we try blowing the heart shape balloons but it burst. but candy is brave enough to keep blowing it. and we design the things with strings and balloons.
had lots of fun. den we waited for 2 hrs plus for melissa to come. after her date that she keep from us, she finally arrived. and we sprayed her like mad. and im part of the victim too. then we bring her to the room and she tell us part of the story. then kee and shiqi finally come out of the storeroom and take the cake out. they are like hot ants in the pot cause its stuffy there.
mel was surprised. and we sang song.
this time we did not push mel head down the cake cause the cake look super delicious. thus, we think of a new way. its i think de. i think im clever lor. haha. we decide to buy a bottle of cream and use that instead. so we spray the cream on her face. and i design her face as a santa clause. she look so cute. photos will be uploaded soon if i m free. haha.
there are many videos too. and they will be upload soon bah.
after that we share about our life and we went to have steam boat at boon keng. thanks to shiao tong who gave us direction or we will be definitely lost. then we eat quite alot. thank you shiqi for making the prawns for me. i love u!
we ate till 9 plus ten plus den go home. it was fun and we all yi yi bu ser.
i missed all of them. its like a donkey years since i see them. we crap alot and alot.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MELISSA! U MUST SHARE LA. ALWAYS LAST MINUTE TELL US. VERY TAO YAN DE LEH. BE MORE MATURE. WE WILL BE HERE FOR U NO MATTER WAD. AND IMPROVE ON YOUR EQ PLEASE. MUACKS.
im really sad. u say it will last. but it didn't. u can't dump all on me and expect me to change. it hurts when u say all these shits and u dun give a damn. it hurts damn lots and u expect me to pretend. i can't. im me. and u can't accept it, so be it. i dun believe i cannot do it myself. u make me lost and now i can't find my way.
its mel birthday yesterday and they came my house to prepare a surprise party for melissa. we try blowing the heart shape balloons but it burst. but candy is brave enough to keep blowing it. and we design the things with strings and balloons.
had lots of fun. den we waited for 2 hrs plus for melissa to come. after her date that she keep from us, she finally arrived. and we sprayed her like mad. and im part of the victim too. then we bring her to the room and she tell us part of the story. then kee and shiqi finally come out of the storeroom and take the cake out. they are like hot ants in the pot cause its stuffy there.
mel was surprised. and we sang song.
this time we did not push mel head down the cake cause the cake look super delicious. thus, we think of a new way. its i think de. i think im clever lor. haha. we decide to buy a bottle of cream and use that instead. so we spray the cream on her face. and i design her face as a santa clause. she look so cute. photos will be uploaded soon if i m free. haha.
there are many videos too. and they will be upload soon bah.
after that we share about our life and we went to have steam boat at boon keng. thanks to shiao tong who gave us direction or we will be definitely lost. then we eat quite alot. thank you shiqi for making the prawns for me. i love u!
we ate till 9 plus ten plus den go home. it was fun and we all yi yi bu ser.
i missed all of them. its like a donkey years since i see them. we crap alot and alot.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MELISSA! U MUST SHARE LA. ALWAYS LAST MINUTE TELL US. VERY TAO YAN DE LEH. BE MORE MATURE. WE WILL BE HERE FOR U NO MATTER WAD. AND IMPROVE ON YOUR EQ PLEASE. MUACKS.
im really sad. u say it will last. but it didn't. u can't dump all on me and expect me to change. it hurts when u say all these shits and u dun give a damn. it hurts damn lots and u expect me to pretend. i can't. im me. and u can't accept it, so be it. i dun believe i cannot do it myself. u make me lost and now i can't find my way.
1:03 AM; shattered
dreams.
Thursday, October 25, 2007
was reminding candy my dog to write birthday wishes for people whose birthday are coming.
un-esther says:
remember to write birthday wishes
redballoons googoogahgah. says:
cnnt!
redballoons googoogahgah. says:
will wun come true de.
lame la.
she thought i ask her to write her wishes down.
school was okay.
the class was more bonded.
went to eat together for the first time. had a nice chat and etc.
it was amusing to hear from a different point of view.
i love my mighties.
and i love shopping.
and i love the clique in class.
un-esther says:
remember to write birthday wishes
redballoons googoogahgah. says:
cnnt!
redballoons googoogahgah. says:
will wun come true de.
lame la.
she thought i ask her to write her wishes down.
school was okay.
the class was more bonded.
went to eat together for the first time. had a nice chat and etc.
it was amusing to hear from a different point of view.
i love my mighties.
and i love shopping.
and i love the clique in class.
1:36 AM; shattered
dreams.
Saturday, October 20, 2007
its over
11:51 PM; shattered
dreams.
Monday, October 15, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDY LIM GOU GOU.
U R STILL MY DOG CAUSE I ATE THAT TINY PIECE OF CAKE.
TODAY THE START OF SCHOOL. LECT GUITAR DEN JAP.
RUSH TO CELEBRATE CANDY'S BIRTHDAY.
INITIALLY WANT TO SURPRISE HER BUT SHE SAW US.
ANYWAY, SANG HAPPY BIRTHDAY AS USUAL.
BITE OFF CANDLES AS USUAL.
CAKE FIGHT AS USUAL.
WHAT IS DIFFERENT IS, THIS TIME, MEL DIDN'T ZHONG MUCH.
PRESENT TIME!
CANDY GOT SURPRISED WHEN THE 'BUTTERFLY' FLEW OUT. SHE SCREAMED.
ANYWAY, ALL WAS CAUGHT ON TAPE THANKS TO DEAREST ESTHER AND SIMIN.
WILL UPLOAD ASAP.
AND PUBLISH IT IN YOUTUBE.
AND WE PLAY THE TELESCOPE. CANDY AND LIM2 LOOK LIKE PANDAS.
LASTLY, TOOK OUR GRP PHOTOS AND BID GOODBYES.
THOUGH SHORT AND NOT AS DUI LIAN AS LAST YEAR, BUT IT IS STILL A BIRTHDAY TO REMEMBER AS SOMEONE THINKS WE WUN HELP HER CELEBRATE.
MAYBE NEXT YEAR CANCELLED IF CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING TO SHUA HER.
NEXT BIRTHDAY = MELISSA.
MAY GOD BLESS HER!
AND SHIQI AND SIMIN TOO.
i love mightysevens!
U R STILL MY DOG CAUSE I ATE THAT TINY PIECE OF CAKE.
TODAY THE START OF SCHOOL. LECT GUITAR DEN JAP.
RUSH TO CELEBRATE CANDY'S BIRTHDAY.
INITIALLY WANT TO SURPRISE HER BUT SHE SAW US.
ANYWAY, SANG HAPPY BIRTHDAY AS USUAL.
BITE OFF CANDLES AS USUAL.
CAKE FIGHT AS USUAL.
WHAT IS DIFFERENT IS, THIS TIME, MEL DIDN'T ZHONG MUCH.
PRESENT TIME!
CANDY GOT SURPRISED WHEN THE 'BUTTERFLY' FLEW OUT. SHE SCREAMED.
ANYWAY, ALL WAS CAUGHT ON TAPE THANKS TO DEAREST ESTHER AND SIMIN.
WILL UPLOAD ASAP.
AND PUBLISH IT IN YOUTUBE.
AND WE PLAY THE TELESCOPE. CANDY AND LIM2 LOOK LIKE PANDAS.
LASTLY, TOOK OUR GRP PHOTOS AND BID GOODBYES.
THOUGH SHORT AND NOT AS DUI LIAN AS LAST YEAR, BUT IT IS STILL A BIRTHDAY TO REMEMBER AS SOMEONE THINKS WE WUN HELP HER CELEBRATE.
MAYBE NEXT YEAR CANCELLED IF CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING TO SHUA HER.
NEXT BIRTHDAY = MELISSA.
MAY GOD BLESS HER!
AND SHIQI AND SIMIN TOO.
i love mightysevens!
Labels: candy's birthday
11:57 PM; shattered
dreams.
tmr school starting. and im dreading it.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDY!
please grow up. and may ur love life continues to blossom.
today, i went out. and i was hit with a realisation.
i dunno if the problem is me only or that this situation happens.
someone could fall deeply in love with another someone. after a few years, the feelings will fade and can it get back again?
what if in between someone fall for another someone.
and what if someone does not want to break someone's heart thus keeping it all inside.
someone might be bad but these thing does happen doesn't it?
and i think it is happening.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDY!
please grow up. and may ur love life continues to blossom.
today, i went out. and i was hit with a realisation.
i dunno if the problem is me only or that this situation happens.
someone could fall deeply in love with another someone. after a few years, the feelings will fade and can it get back again?
what if in between someone fall for another someone.
and what if someone does not want to break someone's heart thus keeping it all inside.
someone might be bad but these thing does happen doesn't it?
and i think it is happening.
Labels: complexity
1:52 AM; shattered
dreams.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
a hungry man is an angry man
the saying goes
well i think there is another thing
a sleepy man is also an angry man
ya. and i've found a new love during today.
his name is ALEX.
LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT.
IM IN LOVE.
the saying goes
well i think there is another thing
a sleepy man is also an angry man
ya. and i've found a new love during today.
his name is ALEX.
LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT.
IM IN LOVE.
2:04 AM; shattered
dreams.
back frm camp.
still did not slp.
5 hrs of slp over 3 days.
'GREAT JOB'
and now discussing abt the family concert.
serious intensive training.
im so dead.
anyway tmr working
so sian.
im quite pissed.
and its serious.
overall: some parts fun some parts not. mostly nots.
still did not slp.
5 hrs of slp over 3 days.
'GREAT JOB'
and now discussing abt the family concert.
serious intensive training.
im so dead.
anyway tmr working
so sian.
im quite pissed.
and its serious.
overall: some parts fun some parts not. mostly nots.
Labels: camping
1:22 AM; shattered
dreams.
Friday, October 05, 2007
im seriously emo now. cause of the song candy send me before..
today had a great day.
finally met with the mighties.
i missed them so much. although only 3 weeks but it seems like months. and they are still the same. as lame and as funny as ever.
they never fail to cheer me up.
sat going out with them again.
it is going to be another great day.
but the sad part is that there is 19 days to school reopen and i kinda dread it cause we will be studying hard again and the stress level will double up as everyone wants a better GPA.
i hope i can improve or at least stay consistent but i kinda doubt it cause there is business communication.
taking jap next sem too. but kee nt same day as me. so kinda sad cause we can't crap and slack during the waiting period.
haven been able to go out with frenz frm poly cause well, everyone is busy working or cca-ing.
im also busy working too.
haha..
dunno if i shld quit. dun really like some people there. how come some people could be so biased, some leacherous or even some fake. it just disgust me.
and to think that everyone of us is to go out there in the society, it will make us frm pure to nt pure. people bad stab each other and people gossips infront of others hoping that they will take their sides. but is that all worth it? just to gain support or status?
people can act happy and talk to customers like they are their bestfriends when they can't treat their colleagues that way.
its just so fake.
i hope i will nt become one of them when i grow up. cause i hate these people.
and the manager is super contradicting. they think that we are so free.
last time put so many schedule, they dun want schedule us. but now, when the school reopening soon ask us to work so many shifts. luckily i got 'camps'.
but i really need the money.
i did not go to guitar camp. but trm camp is sort of must go. so im depressed abt it.
and im super broke because of the chunks of presents that will be getting for my fellow animals farm. how come i can spend this much money ar.
a few days ago, i was insulted. by one of the people who are close to me. and it hurts. when others say it, it does not hurt as much because they are not close to me. but to hear those words from ur mouth. it hurts.
is it true that when u do not care abt someone, u will not be hurt by what they say? then if i were to not care so much for the people ard me, i will nt get hurt too right?
im tired of crying.
wish the mighties good luck with their promo result. bought chocos. haha. as i know others will grumble if i do not buy, then i have to buy 8. expensive.
but worth it ba. haha
hope time slows down now but quickens during camp.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KEE! THIS IS FOR MY BLOG. I GOT MESSAGE U TOO.
today had a great day.
finally met with the mighties.
i missed them so much. although only 3 weeks but it seems like months. and they are still the same. as lame and as funny as ever.
they never fail to cheer me up.
sat going out with them again.
it is going to be another great day.
but the sad part is that there is 19 days to school reopen and i kinda dread it cause we will be studying hard again and the stress level will double up as everyone wants a better GPA.
i hope i can improve or at least stay consistent but i kinda doubt it cause there is business communication.
taking jap next sem too. but kee nt same day as me. so kinda sad cause we can't crap and slack during the waiting period.
haven been able to go out with frenz frm poly cause well, everyone is busy working or cca-ing.
im also busy working too.
haha..
dunno if i shld quit. dun really like some people there. how come some people could be so biased, some leacherous or even some fake. it just disgust me.
and to think that everyone of us is to go out there in the society, it will make us frm pure to nt pure. people bad stab each other and people gossips infront of others hoping that they will take their sides. but is that all worth it? just to gain support or status?
people can act happy and talk to customers like they are their bestfriends when they can't treat their colleagues that way.
its just so fake.
i hope i will nt become one of them when i grow up. cause i hate these people.
and the manager is super contradicting. they think that we are so free.
last time put so many schedule, they dun want schedule us. but now, when the school reopening soon ask us to work so many shifts. luckily i got 'camps'.
but i really need the money.
i did not go to guitar camp. but trm camp is sort of must go. so im depressed abt it.
and im super broke because of the chunks of presents that will be getting for my fellow animals farm. how come i can spend this much money ar.
a few days ago, i was insulted. by one of the people who are close to me. and it hurts. when others say it, it does not hurt as much because they are not close to me. but to hear those words from ur mouth. it hurts.
is it true that when u do not care abt someone, u will not be hurt by what they say? then if i were to not care so much for the people ard me, i will nt get hurt too right?
im tired of crying.
wish the mighties good luck with their promo result. bought chocos. haha. as i know others will grumble if i do not buy, then i have to buy 8. expensive.
but worth it ba. haha
hope time slows down now but quickens during camp.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KEE! THIS IS FOR MY BLOG. I GOT MESSAGE U TOO.
1:04 AM; shattered
dreams.