Shattered DREAMs
Monday, July 28, 2008

oh ya. just to say,

the round cookies are nt made by me.

i dun really like the round ones.

but my dear friends insisted on making them. saying they look like famous amos cookies.

my god.

well, and i will like to announce that i dun mind being a kindergarden teacher next time!! haha.

just kidding

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1:47 AM; shattered dreams.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

aa>laams says:
xiao pang says she like you most eh
un-esther says:
really??!
aa>laams says:
^o)
un-esther says:
how u knOw?
un-esther says:
how u ask?
un-esther says:
omg omg omg
aa>laams says:
she tell me mah
aa>laams says:
i nv ask
aa>laams says:
she keep asking why she nv see you
aa>laams says:
hahaha
aa>laams says:
but she also likes huimin
aa>laams says:
hahaha





MY DEAREST FRIENDS.


DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT TELLS U?





i got xiao hai yuan leh.


so, i will am a little an wei that i can handle kids.


(hopefully)





on sat, went to kee's house!





her house is near my old house there! if i nv move, we will be neighbours (sort of)





we met at hougang before handing to her house. all thanks to me and some guidance from swee kee, we did nt go missing! this furthers proves my sense of direction, AUDREY.





we decided to try her oven and baked cookies. the cookies this time is really really really nice. crisy on both inside and out. it was even nicer when it just came piping hot from the oven. what i can say is, the type of oven really makes a difference.





next time, we will baked cakes!





huimin was xiao pang's nanny for that day. oh. btw, its ashlyn. kee's niece. and u know what, she got a very very good memory. she remembered seeing me before like so many months or even year ago even though she is 4 now!





anyway, this gathering, only candy is missing. but she was not forgotten. we make a video just for her!!





to my dearest siew mai:


call me anytime u need me k? im 24/7. and if u need my company or just a shoulder to lean on, im here for u. i will pray for u and ur mum and wish that all things will go well. no matter what, mighties are here for u.



















I <3 THEM!

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10:25 PM; shattered dreams.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

ok. nw in school with the grp.

shux is reading a ADVERTISING BOOK. melody is doing the ppt. while aud and shirley are discussing abt the project.

and im blogging.

well, another week come and passed and it is tuesday alr. how time pass!

sat, met up with sister after going for my ah ma's 6th yr anniversary. together with my mum, we went to eat and then shopping and hair salon to cut hair. after that, caught dark knight with her.

after watching the movie, met up with audwee and went to clarke quay to meet the rest to do our lam assignment. like always, melody is the first to reach. shux is nt counted as she was having dinner with her family. ley was always the latest.

then, after dinner, we split and i paired up with aud to go clarke quay. much to our dismay, it was raining.

i thought there werent be any more fireworks since its raining. but! there is.
it was pretty.

as it was raining, we could nt do much alr. thus we decide to chill.

we went to crazy elephant. and something embarrassing happened.

then me and melody turned lobster again!

haha.

the next day, skipped church and went to aud hse to do project. then, we dilly dally and reached her hse ard late noon alr.

project was kind of alright. but we gotta buck up alr.

as it was late and raining, i decide to take a cab home as next day, there is a jap test too.

im poor. hope that the pay will come faster.

i wanna go shopping!

monday was jap test. it marks the end of JAP103.

pictures will be updated next time.

to my girls: thanks for everything. i know you all are trying to help me. and im sorry for showing attitude. its just that i really do nt like pple touching my phone. i will try my best. do nt worry abt me alright. thanks for being there for me. <3

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2:24 PM; shattered dreams.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

today went clarke quay again to do project.

saw a few grps there.

today was quite accomplished as we did it in a more organised way and also had fun even though we are quite tired.

i <3 the girls.

p.s. u disappoints me. fancy asking me that.



11:23 PM; shattered dreams.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

the least you could do is to state ur stand.

arent u very determined at that point of time?

where is ur darn courage?

stop messing with my mind, you coward.



11:11 AM; shattered dreams.

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

a few months ago, on this day. i was very very happy.

i thought it will be different. things will be different because it becomes more significant.

however. i was wrong.

we are back to square 1. well. at least i am.

i will try my best.

if this will makes u happy.

do not come back. unless u can do what u promise.

you make me do what i swear i will not do ever. it is so embarrassing.

things are different alr.

i will adapt.

one day, i can.

yesterday it hurts alot.

each day, it will hurt a little lesser

cause i have my dearest friends.

i really wanna take this chance to thank my friends. you know who you are. the one who pick up my call at the middle of the night and hear me whine. the ones that hear me whine in msn and persuade me that i should be more confident. the ones that accompany through my days. the ones who hurt with me. the ones who care for me.

thanks my dear friends. you will never know how much it mean to me. im sorry for nt listening to your advice. i really thought it will be different. thats what that person make me think.

today, went to watch hancock with melissa and candy.

at first. feel like sleeping de. i think melissa slept halfway although she denied it.

it was quite nice. but nt really worth watching.

they hear me whine and me and candy started doing comparison. it was funny.

my dear candy, tmr may be the worst day of ur life. but im here for u k?
thanks for being here for me. i will really change my contacts to ur name. haha.

tmr got project and d plus. it sucks.

I HAVE TO PRACTICE SELF CONTROL.

melissa quote me something today.

'true love can wait'

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11:18 PM; shattered dreams.

PROFILE


i am esther; nickname isesther;
b'dae on 9 FEB; located in SINGAPORE;
once studied in seng kang pri and holy innocents high and now graduated from ngee ann poly .


LOVES
i love my mummy; siblings; MIGHTIES ;
friends; handphone television ; lappy ;
songs and music by favourite artists and /SHOPPING!!


HATES
I HATE nothing.;


WISHES
I wish to be prettier , smarter , sociable , nice and slimmer.; get loads and loads of money.; a handsome and rich husband;
good health for my friends and family happiness for my friends and family, travel around the world, study well;
earn alot of money; a new wardrobe of clothes and etc
and peace.


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cAndY
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huimin
meLissa
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yina
shirley
shuxian fashion blog
shuxian's blog
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rachel
rachel's china blog
charmaine
jErEmy
clarence
eUgEnIa
dIonE
clAssbLog
mEliSsa
huImIn
sHiqI
sWeEkEe
simin
sErEnA
jOannE



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