Shattered DREAMs
Thursday, October 28, 2004

hi~!
todae i woke up feeling very very very depressed... also not sure why... keep thinking of all the problem.. thank yushan and cookie who encourage me... haha...
i star working le... saw someone den i not sure he saw me anot.. but i think he saw me... den i was like very worried lorx... cos so paiseh... hope won't see anyone next time le...
i working at the counter!!! i thought we will learn new stuffs like cooking or cleaning first... den the manager sae i dun hab confidence so she trained me... den like so mei yong like that.. haix... den i alone there somemore.. so sad... they sae the next time is the real one.. no more training.. haix... den me, sk and umbrella might not be in the same shift... haix... i think i think too much but can't stop thinking about it...
den next thing to think wad to choose the class.. tomolo must choose le... mr raj, my mum, denise and my bro encourage me to take triple sciences... i am afraid with the job at KFC, i might not take it... cos got triple science, SYF, the work, church stuffs and tuition.. haix... i am afraid i can't take it den drop to double or wad... den also very paiseh. haix... den i also promised candy to take double sciences together... den now like break promise.. i am afraid we might also not be in the same class anymore...
tell u more abt the job... den after the first training in KFC right, we stand very long.. den keep making mistakes.. got a few people over there quite good while others are scary... haix... den the manager gave us choice... den me and swee kee was like thinking abt it... the next dae, we finally got the courage to quit... but after wad the manager said, we decided not to quit... we can't let the manager down.. but now, i am thinking about it... i dunno if i make the right choice.. the people over there thought me how to make ice cream but no matter how i make, it still fails.. i am really confused...
so many pessimistic things... haix... but still got good things!!! yesterdae was ma sa sa's birthdae.. we bought her present den gave her on that dae... keep on laughing at her and SJ... haha.. total quite ex.. poor le.. but nvm.. cos only once in a year... den just now when melissa and candy got AVA, we went to compass for lunch at mac... after that went to HOUGANG to buy cake and also gib a paper... on the way home, the cake somehow got smashed by cookie... haha.. den i keep laughing at her...
den todae is the last dae we are in the class 2 charity together... i am really going to miss all the pple there... they are certainly lights to my life... i just hope that we won't change class... haix... but it is fat chance.... all of them really change my life... i think i will not forget them...
tomolo meeting mr raj with my brother... hope he can wake up... haha... den my sister went to china... she is not feeling very well... i hope that God could bless her wif good health... in the mean time, she hab to take care... i think dis post is very very long...
todae we celebrate ma sa sa's birthdae... after eating our slice of cake, we smeared some on her hand... den it was revenge time... haha... so fun... going to miz it next time.. candy and melissa was the victim.. must see how shi qi and si min dui wo den think if want to do it to them...
k le... dun write too long...

HOPES
hope that all of us could be in the same class next year...
sorry to candy cos i broke a promise
hope that i can do the job at KFC well...
hope that i won't see anyone when working
hope that i could cope wif my studies and everything
hope that we won't quarrel over small things
hope that i will make a good choice on which course to take.
hope that me and sk and ys 's shift is the same...
hope that sister will feel better...
hope that everything in my life will be okay...
hope that i won't think so much...

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!




6:08 PM; shattered dreams.

PROFILE


i am esther; nickname isesther;
b'dae on 9 FEB; located in SINGAPORE;
once studied in seng kang pri and holy innocents high and now graduated from ngee ann poly .


LOVES
i love my mummy; siblings; MIGHTIES ;
friends; handphone television ; lappy ;
songs and music by favourite artists and /SHOPPING!!


HATES
I HATE nothing.;


WISHES
I wish to be prettier , smarter , sociable , nice and slimmer.; get loads and loads of money.; a handsome and rich husband;
good health for my friends and family happiness for my friends and family, travel around the world, study well;
earn alot of money; a new wardrobe of clothes and etc
and peace.


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shuxian fashion blog
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simin
sErEnA
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