Shattered DREAMs
Thursday, October 21, 2004

hi~! haha...
long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long time never come online... and also update.. whahaha... finally can...
now can use le... so so so so so so so so HAPPY~! haha... den i was like going to other people's blog to see what they wrote... den i found out that i was quite depressed nowadays... whahaha...
i will write an extrememly long one todae... haha... summarise wat happened since after exam... hehe...
exams are over for quite awhile.. :( thing is that i think i failing most of e subjects... DEPRESSED again! haix... probably taking double sciences next year on the condition that i will pass my exams... haix...
den yesterdae de yesterdae, i went to look for a part time job wif cookie and umbrella... den we found one job at KFC... so paiseh if see until those people we know.. taking this job means there is another responsibilties in my life... i was thinking over it for quite a LONG time... i was afraid for choosing the wrong thing cos dis job required us to work for at least 6 months... but not everydae... the manager sae if one dae in weekdae, one dae in weekend very good le... so we took it... hope all the three of us can handle the stress and everything... also hope that we could organise our time well... there might be people or frenz that disagree with wat i did, but i think it is worth a try.. i am not as rich as them... i need to experience life..
btw, got an unfgorgettable thing happen on the 15th oct... it was candy's birthdae... den we went ice skating.. REGRET it... so paiseh... thank for umbrella's sheeps.. or i still holding on to that thing without trying... i suddenly realised that ice-skating is like life... whaha... very complicated... and dangerous.. you'll need patience and FRIENDS to help... haha...
den we went to buy a cake for candy on mondae... we were celebrating at a void deck downstairs... haha... den after eating, shi qi, me and cookie were each taking part of the cake.. den we were chasing candy all over the place.. haha.. in e end, we still win.. whahaha... den we spread the cake all over her hands.. den her skirt got, so i need to wash for her... that AUNTY MARY... haha...
den after exams, we got the IEP... at first hui min and me is in the hip hop/jazz dance... in e end is the cultural thingy... GOD BLESS.. haha... den we learn more about social thingy and also how to eat and walk... so funny... haha... den eat alot.. that teacher very very funny also.. too straight forward...
todae i met swee kee todae... to buy present for someone.. haha... spent alot of $$$$... but no choice.. hope that she will like it... after we work, den we got a bit $$$ le... hope so bahx..
nowadaes, all of our friendships are like struggling... no TRUST... so sad... hope that the last week will be spent wisely and we will not regret it...

HOPE that CAndy ( aunty mary) could gib me an answer...
HOPE that me, sk and ys could handle all the stress...
HOPE that all of our friendships won't be like dis anymore...
HOPE that HE will continue to watch over us...
HOPE that i won't think too much...



4:31 PM; shattered dreams.

PROFILE


i am esther; nickname isesther;
b'dae on 9 FEB; located in SINGAPORE;
once studied in seng kang pri and holy innocents high and now graduated from ngee ann poly .


LOVES
i love my mummy; siblings; MIGHTIES ;
friends; handphone television ; lappy ;
songs and music by favourite artists and /SHOPPING!!


HATES
I HATE nothing.;


WISHES
I wish to be prettier , smarter , sociable , nice and slimmer.; get loads and loads of money.; a handsome and rich husband;
good health for my friends and family happiness for my friends and family, travel around the world, study well;
earn alot of money; a new wardrobe of clothes and etc
and peace.


VOICES




SAYONARA
cAndY
swEe kEe
sImi?
huimin
meLissa
melody
yina
shirley
shuxian fashion blog
shuxian's blog
audrey
rachel
rachel's china blog
charmaine
jErEmy
clarence
eUgEnIa
dIonE
clAssbLog
mEliSsa
huImIn
sHiqI
sWeEkEe
simin
sErEnA
jOannE



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