Shattered DREAMs
Friday, November 19, 2004

yesterdae went to work... almost everything went well until i learn tat ice cream.

i learn slow cannot arh? people studying in express must learn very fast arh? who set the rules? i also not gu yi want to slow one mahx. only know how to blame blame blame... i know u clever.. learn once or a few time can le... i already tried my best... u think is i gu yi want to learn slow slow mehx? i really tried very hard le lorx... u wanna know why i can't do it? i am not talented, not as good as you think.. thats why.. understand? but i want to tell u that if it is not my fault, dun blame it on me. if it is my fault, i will admit it de... u no need like that one...

felt very stupid. haix... DEPRESSED~!

todae went quite well... many people falling ill le... haha... later spread spread spread.. the virus, everyone got... haha... kidding.. hope that those who sick could fight over it...

i also want to thank yifang for encouraging me just now.. she horx, haha... siao siao one but is sometimes there for u when u need her bahx... i also want to thank swee kee and candy... haha... all thanks to the three of u then i felt better le...

todae actually need to go and visit my ah ma, her 2nd year death annivesary... i missed her alot.. haix... why must there be death? why can't all the people live to eternity?

i missed the good old daes... i really missed it. i dunno how long i can withstand dis... but i just hope this will end soon before i really break down.

hope that things will turn to a good side bahx...

see ya~!



5:00 PM; shattered dreams.

PROFILE


i am esther; nickname isesther;
b'dae on 9 FEB; located in SINGAPORE;
once studied in seng kang pri and holy innocents high and now graduated from ngee ann poly .


LOVES
i love my mummy; siblings; MIGHTIES ;
friends; handphone television ; lappy ;
songs and music by favourite artists and /SHOPPING!!


HATES
I HATE nothing.;


WISHES
I wish to be prettier , smarter , sociable , nice and slimmer.; get loads and loads of money.; a handsome and rich husband;
good health for my friends and family happiness for my friends and family, travel around the world, study well;
earn alot of money; a new wardrobe of clothes and etc
and peace.


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SAYONARA
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swEe kEe
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huimin
meLissa
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yina
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shuxian fashion blog
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clAssbLog
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huImIn
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