Shattered DREAMs
Monday, November 22, 2004

hi~!

todae went for word for life in the evening. den learned quite alot. got one bad new first...

cause todae is pay dae mahx. den me and yushan and cookie went to see how much our pay is... we were all very very very very very excited... den i put the card in.. check the balance. couldn't believe our eyes. den still dun believe the amt we get so went to update passbook. when on the way to update passbook, we reasoned wif one another hoping that this nightmare is going to end or that dis dream is not true... den we went to update... it was so PATHETIC... believe me... i couldn't believe my eyes... work so long yet the money is not even enuf for my tuition fees or the books for sec 3 next year... and to think it in another way, it is my first pay yet so PATHETIC... i was hoping for at least $250 for this month... somemore is MONTH lorx... not more then 200 dollars for a month... haiz... got the feeling being cheated... for abt a month, we did surely more den that and there are also double pay dae de... REALLY FEEL LIKE QUITING!!! i think the hourly pay is not even $3.00 lorx.. and i still thought $3.00 is little le... the customers all thought is $4 to $5... how i wish..

enuf of those stupid grumblings... buts it just so unfair... k... nvm... todae's word for life is so powerful! dis week is abt parents and family. i find it really meaningful. one of it saes that when we came down to earth, HE did not allow us to choose our parents... HE specifically put us under their care because HE felt that they are the perfect parents for us. we should not like quarrel or talk back. even on the way, u felt that they does not do u any help but became a burden to u, u must go through this journey with them cause we must obey his command. i really hope i could do it... next week's lesson will be on BGR... funny topic. guihao is very funny.. seems abit excited to go.. kidding.. anyway, saw gui wearing jean the first time todae! quite cool... haha...

tomolo hab NE training. not sure going anot. but really hope simi will go cause she didn't go for a really long time... i really hoped to see her go and have fun together.. miss her very much when didn't see her... haiz...

tomolo working again... dun sae anymore le.. see ya~!

hope all things goes well tomolo
hope that simin will go to tomolo's NE training...




11:00 PM; shattered dreams.

PROFILE


i am esther; nickname isesther;
b'dae on 9 FEB; located in SINGAPORE;
once studied in seng kang pri and holy innocents high and now graduated from ngee ann poly .


LOVES
i love my mummy; siblings; MIGHTIES ;
friends; handphone television ; lappy ;
songs and music by favourite artists and /SHOPPING!!


HATES
I HATE nothing.;


WISHES
I wish to be prettier , smarter , sociable , nice and slimmer.; get loads and loads of money.; a handsome and rich husband;
good health for my friends and family happiness for my friends and family, travel around the world, study well;
earn alot of money; a new wardrobe of clothes and etc
and peace.


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SAYONARA
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huimin
meLissa
melody
yina
shirley
shuxian fashion blog
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audrey
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jErEmy
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clAssbLog
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huImIn
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sWeEkEe
simin
sErEnA
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