Friday, November 26, 2004
Hey!
yesterdae, our class held a chalet as an gathering chalet or something like that. not many people went for it although it is our last chance to meet and stay together as a class… me, candy, huimin, melissa, shiqi, simin and swee kee met in the morning to go together. After that, we met the rest of the class who are going too. den we took mrt to serangoon, den took 100 den took mrt again den took another bus. abit kua zhang.. as it was raining, so we have to wait for the rain to get a little slightly better. den when got there, felt a little weird and funny. suddenly felt like very used so want to go home. somehow, candy and yushan also felt the same way. as we told the rest, they became quite unhappy. so we decided to stay again... during BBQ, we gt nth to do, so decided to go to rm 4. den someone suggest to off the lights and act 'ghosts' to scare the people down there BBQing... very funny. haha... also got to tell yushan wad i really feel. i dun wish to see her getting into more and more troubles. hope that the advices and things i said could be of use. but its more like speaking wad i wanted to sae.
i felt used. VERY VERY USED... when we hang out with more people, u start to shun frm me... it seems like u are using me. when you need me, you talk to me, have fun wif me. when u need me, u lower down ur volume and talk gently. but u dun know that u have hurt me many times with your words. probably it is joking, but sometimes, there is limit to it.
den at nite, went to the beach. many people were scaring themselves by like saeing there is feeling etc. den didn't manage to play much and also that waste the whole trip.. got quite kua zhang bahx.
den dey sae want all de gals to stay in a room. actually like no place to sleep like that. many people didn't manage to sleep. melissa is using her legs to kick huimin and also ya wo de leg... haha...
my brother is going to vietnam to work le... my sister is in china. my mother doesn't want to keep the dog anymore. i felt very wad abt tis. all she hear is frm her frenz. she didn't care abt wad i think or my younger brother thinks. i dun think they should even bother to buy the dog in the first place since she starts to feel like dis. she sae last time got my father and sartini... now, she is busy and etc etc etc... going on and on and on.. felt very vexed. y shld we have dis dog in e first place when u dun want it! maybe u could be feeling tired and etc, but we also got feelings de... good timing now! FELT LIKE CHEERING FOR IT!
i really think that my life stinks... wad could be worst? i mean, all dis things going on? i hate it! lets see, in a positive way, it is just part of life. can modify u to become a better person. in a negative way, it just stinks... i think i am suffering frm depression or izzit my life getting more and more depressed.
just feeling very stressed and depressed. tomolo need to work and also sunday. it is probably a whole waste of time. dun wanna continue before i sin anymore.
yesterdae, our class held a chalet as an gathering chalet or something like that. not many people went for it although it is our last chance to meet and stay together as a class… me, candy, huimin, melissa, shiqi, simin and swee kee met in the morning to go together. After that, we met the rest of the class who are going too. den we took mrt to serangoon, den took 100 den took mrt again den took another bus. abit kua zhang.. as it was raining, so we have to wait for the rain to get a little slightly better. den when got there, felt a little weird and funny. suddenly felt like very used so want to go home. somehow, candy and yushan also felt the same way. as we told the rest, they became quite unhappy. so we decided to stay again... during BBQ, we gt nth to do, so decided to go to rm 4. den someone suggest to off the lights and act 'ghosts' to scare the people down there BBQing... very funny. haha... also got to tell yushan wad i really feel. i dun wish to see her getting into more and more troubles. hope that the advices and things i said could be of use. but its more like speaking wad i wanted to sae.
i felt used. VERY VERY USED... when we hang out with more people, u start to shun frm me... it seems like u are using me. when you need me, you talk to me, have fun wif me. when u need me, u lower down ur volume and talk gently. but u dun know that u have hurt me many times with your words. probably it is joking, but sometimes, there is limit to it.
den at nite, went to the beach. many people were scaring themselves by like saeing there is feeling etc. den didn't manage to play much and also that waste the whole trip.. got quite kua zhang bahx.
den dey sae want all de gals to stay in a room. actually like no place to sleep like that. many people didn't manage to sleep. melissa is using her legs to kick huimin and also ya wo de leg... haha...
my brother is going to vietnam to work le... my sister is in china. my mother doesn't want to keep the dog anymore. i felt very wad abt tis. all she hear is frm her frenz. she didn't care abt wad i think or my younger brother thinks. i dun think they should even bother to buy the dog in the first place since she starts to feel like dis. she sae last time got my father and sartini... now, she is busy and etc etc etc... going on and on and on.. felt very vexed. y shld we have dis dog in e first place when u dun want it! maybe u could be feeling tired and etc, but we also got feelings de... good timing now! FELT LIKE CHEERING FOR IT!
i really think that my life stinks... wad could be worst? i mean, all dis things going on? i hate it! lets see, in a positive way, it is just part of life. can modify u to become a better person. in a negative way, it just stinks... i think i am suffering frm depression or izzit my life getting more and more depressed.
just feeling very stressed and depressed. tomolo need to work and also sunday. it is probably a whole waste of time. dun wanna continue before i sin anymore.
8:26 PM; shattered
dreams.