Shattered DREAMs
Tuesday, December 07, 2004

hi~!!!

i'm back in singapore! quite sad actually... actually want to stay de... didn't get to really enjoy in Beijing because of my brother. sometimes, i really hate his attitude. who is elder? him or me? shouldn't he respect me a little bit? with his type of attitude, i dunno how he could survive when he works. people working with him will get wad i mean? i began to hate him although i know its wrong... but can't keep it in my heart!

erm... lets see... i'll write abt the trip bahx...

first dae: very funny but its true... me, my sister and my bro went to the beijing's hospital because of his nose.

second dae: went to the shopping centres there. bought a pant and many many albums. haha... den went to eat lorx. food there is abt the same as singapore except it is much more oily..

third dae: woke up really late... abt 2 like that.. haha.. cause watch many dvds.. haha...

forth dae: went to last time the emperor stay de place.. is call gu gong.. i think it is quite amazing how they build and maintain it till now. wad that is much more fascinating is that last time, there lived emperors and empress.. princesses and princes and also maids and tai jian. my sister said it is not open in the nite cause like got ghosts.. very interesting...

fifth dae: went to the great wall of china... it is amazing!! so long yet they can built it.. i am very fascinated! although take the lan che go up.. den only climb a little... den climb finish, take the lan che down. haha... bought something interesting there... after that, went to the zoo.. see the animals walk infront of us. very fun.. den got one deer keep following us.. the tigers there are like very fierce.

sixth dae: the last dae of the trip. haha.. den went to buy soft toys.. bought quite alot. haha... den is my brother turn to cook... haiz...

didn't really like enjoy cause must consider dis, consider that. i hate it...

i thought alot on the journey home. quite alot that is.. i dun like my life one bit. i think i am weak.. as in a bad way. haha. i think my life stinks. everything in it stinks.. after dis trip, i can see better. wad i am in pple's eye, like my mum. am i not worth something in ur heart?

wadeva... at least i got frenz.. wad i think is frenz. only time could tell the truth...

see ya!!! buaix



11:12 AM; shattered dreams.

PROFILE


i am esther; nickname isesther;
b'dae on 9 FEB; located in SINGAPORE;
once studied in seng kang pri and holy innocents high and now graduated from ngee ann poly .


LOVES
i love my mummy; siblings; MIGHTIES ;
friends; handphone television ; lappy ;
songs and music by favourite artists and /SHOPPING!!


HATES
I HATE nothing.;


WISHES
I wish to be prettier , smarter , sociable , nice and slimmer.; get loads and loads of money.; a handsome and rich husband;
good health for my friends and family happiness for my friends and family, travel around the world, study well;
earn alot of money; a new wardrobe of clothes and etc
and peace.


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