Sunday, January 02, 2005
well, i have been thinking, quite alot. what actually is perfect? wad is perfect? izzit when someone scores well for exam? izzit when someone being well liked by everyone? izzit when someone have a good figure and beautiful face? izzit when someone makes no mistakes? what actially is perfect? one thing for sure that i can confirm with u is that i am not perfect. i am never perfect.
i know, probably, u are referring to me. i'm tryin to be honest, real honest with each other. i know that u felt hurt when i said those words. its what i thought before but now, i am sorry. really sorry that those words hurts u. sorry that i've make ur heart bleed. its not just so simple. i dun like to ask those questions. i dun like the feeling of uncertainty. i promised u that i won't ask dis type of questions anymore.
it have now just started or izzit ending? i've a feeling that it have just started. maybe its my fault that u feel down all of the sudden. maybe i dint put myself in ur shoes. maybe i dun understand u. maybe everything is over le. there is no more turning back le. if it really is, i am really sad that it have to end dis way.
u thought that i was pissed off at u for something. well, u have told me that there is something that u can't tell me. actually,i am not angry. but a little disappointed cause like you dun trust me like that. maybe u have ur own reasons. maybe i am being unreasonable. i'm sorry. i am not the one u expected.
school's reopening tml. i hope that time will just stop here.
i know, probably, u are referring to me. i'm tryin to be honest, real honest with each other. i know that u felt hurt when i said those words. its what i thought before but now, i am sorry. really sorry that those words hurts u. sorry that i've make ur heart bleed. its not just so simple. i dun like to ask those questions. i dun like the feeling of uncertainty. i promised u that i won't ask dis type of questions anymore.
it have now just started or izzit ending? i've a feeling that it have just started. maybe its my fault that u feel down all of the sudden. maybe i dint put myself in ur shoes. maybe i dun understand u. maybe everything is over le. there is no more turning back le. if it really is, i am really sad that it have to end dis way.
u thought that i was pissed off at u for something. well, u have told me that there is something that u can't tell me. actually,i am not angry. but a little disappointed cause like you dun trust me like that. maybe u have ur own reasons. maybe i am being unreasonable. i'm sorry. i am not the one u expected.
school's reopening tml. i hope that time will just stop here.
10:13 PM; shattered
dreams.