Friday, October 05, 2007
im seriously emo now. cause of the song candy send me before..
today had a great day.
finally met with the mighties.
i missed them so much. although only 3 weeks but it seems like months. and they are still the same. as lame and as funny as ever.
they never fail to cheer me up.
sat going out with them again.
it is going to be another great day.
but the sad part is that there is 19 days to school reopen and i kinda dread it cause we will be studying hard again and the stress level will double up as everyone wants a better GPA.
i hope i can improve or at least stay consistent but i kinda doubt it cause there is business communication.
taking jap next sem too. but kee nt same day as me. so kinda sad cause we can't crap and slack during the waiting period.
haven been able to go out with frenz frm poly cause well, everyone is busy working or cca-ing.
im also busy working too.
haha..
dunno if i shld quit. dun really like some people there. how come some people could be so biased, some leacherous or even some fake. it just disgust me.
and to think that everyone of us is to go out there in the society, it will make us frm pure to nt pure. people bad stab each other and people gossips infront of others hoping that they will take their sides. but is that all worth it? just to gain support or status?
people can act happy and talk to customers like they are their bestfriends when they can't treat their colleagues that way.
its just so fake.
i hope i will nt become one of them when i grow up. cause i hate these people.
and the manager is super contradicting. they think that we are so free.
last time put so many schedule, they dun want schedule us. but now, when the school reopening soon ask us to work so many shifts. luckily i got 'camps'.
but i really need the money.
i did not go to guitar camp. but trm camp is sort of must go. so im depressed abt it.
and im super broke because of the chunks of presents that will be getting for my fellow animals farm. how come i can spend this much money ar.
a few days ago, i was insulted. by one of the people who are close to me. and it hurts. when others say it, it does not hurt as much because they are not close to me. but to hear those words from ur mouth. it hurts.
is it true that when u do not care abt someone, u will not be hurt by what they say? then if i were to not care so much for the people ard me, i will nt get hurt too right?
im tired of crying.
wish the mighties good luck with their promo result. bought chocos. haha. as i know others will grumble if i do not buy, then i have to buy 8. expensive.
but worth it ba. haha
hope time slows down now but quickens during camp.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KEE! THIS IS FOR MY BLOG. I GOT MESSAGE U TOO.
today had a great day.
finally met with the mighties.
i missed them so much. although only 3 weeks but it seems like months. and they are still the same. as lame and as funny as ever.
they never fail to cheer me up.
sat going out with them again.
it is going to be another great day.
but the sad part is that there is 19 days to school reopen and i kinda dread it cause we will be studying hard again and the stress level will double up as everyone wants a better GPA.
i hope i can improve or at least stay consistent but i kinda doubt it cause there is business communication.
taking jap next sem too. but kee nt same day as me. so kinda sad cause we can't crap and slack during the waiting period.
haven been able to go out with frenz frm poly cause well, everyone is busy working or cca-ing.
im also busy working too.
haha..
dunno if i shld quit. dun really like some people there. how come some people could be so biased, some leacherous or even some fake. it just disgust me.
and to think that everyone of us is to go out there in the society, it will make us frm pure to nt pure. people bad stab each other and people gossips infront of others hoping that they will take their sides. but is that all worth it? just to gain support or status?
people can act happy and talk to customers like they are their bestfriends when they can't treat their colleagues that way.
its just so fake.
i hope i will nt become one of them when i grow up. cause i hate these people.
and the manager is super contradicting. they think that we are so free.
last time put so many schedule, they dun want schedule us. but now, when the school reopening soon ask us to work so many shifts. luckily i got 'camps'.
but i really need the money.
i did not go to guitar camp. but trm camp is sort of must go. so im depressed abt it.
and im super broke because of the chunks of presents that will be getting for my fellow animals farm. how come i can spend this much money ar.
a few days ago, i was insulted. by one of the people who are close to me. and it hurts. when others say it, it does not hurt as much because they are not close to me. but to hear those words from ur mouth. it hurts.
is it true that when u do not care abt someone, u will not be hurt by what they say? then if i were to not care so much for the people ard me, i will nt get hurt too right?
im tired of crying.
wish the mighties good luck with their promo result. bought chocos. haha. as i know others will grumble if i do not buy, then i have to buy 8. expensive.
but worth it ba. haha
hope time slows down now but quickens during camp.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KEE! THIS IS FOR MY BLOG. I GOT MESSAGE U TOO.
1:04 AM; shattered
dreams.