Monday, November 05, 2007
im kinda emo now.
don't mind me. it will only be a short while.
you told me to try again. to work hard and give it a last try. are you doing what u had asked me to? will u just sit there and not talk at all? is that how it should be? you said that will lead to a arguement. you are wrong. your unwillingness lead to this arguement. so? u shld just sit there and pretend nothing is wrong? i can't do it. really. how much tears do you want me to shed for you? tell me so that i could cry it all out and stop thinking about it or feel miserable about it anymore. you did not do what you should do. and you expect me to be alright. im not. im really not. i need the old u back. or just let me go and dun break my heart anymore. cause u can't mend it anymore.
i think i am too used to it. but i will try. i will try my best to forget and to be independent. even though its hard, i must do it right? because this is what im supposed to do from months ago. feelings can't come back just when i want it to.
i really hope what shux say will be true.
don't mind me. it will only be a short while.
you told me to try again. to work hard and give it a last try. are you doing what u had asked me to? will u just sit there and not talk at all? is that how it should be? you said that will lead to a arguement. you are wrong. your unwillingness lead to this arguement. so? u shld just sit there and pretend nothing is wrong? i can't do it. really. how much tears do you want me to shed for you? tell me so that i could cry it all out and stop thinking about it or feel miserable about it anymore. you did not do what you should do. and you expect me to be alright. im not. im really not. i need the old u back. or just let me go and dun break my heart anymore. cause u can't mend it anymore.
i think i am too used to it. but i will try. i will try my best to forget and to be independent. even though its hard, i must do it right? because this is what im supposed to do from months ago. feelings can't come back just when i want it to.
i really hope what shux say will be true.
11:32 PM; shattered
dreams.