Shattered DREAMs

Sunday, May 11, 2008

your words stung me.

sorry i ruined ur day.

i've always tried to do my best. i hate being here cause no one ever notice about me. no one at all. but some time, u look at me. and i feel like im here because of u. i really felt that way. cause u needed me.

but at times like dis, i wonder how true it is. maybe they are enough for u. maybe im not good enough for any of you.

i tried my best.

u said that maybe i feel that friends are more impt. i think its true. because they made me feel wanted. they made me feel impt. but she said friends dun last forever. that is when melissa said that we will prove all of them wrong. i was touched.

you said u r better off nt ard. and that i wun feel a diff.

u said that im ugly and fat.

u said that i always do stupid and extra stuff.

you said that he loves me more. so i shld contact him instead of the other him.
do you know how much i hate to call him? yet i do it because u asked me to.

maybe its all true.

maybe that is what u think.

maybe im not really who u want.

but thanks for letting me know how u feel.

1:47 AM; shattered dreams.

PROFILE

i am esther; nickname isesther;
b'dae on 9 FEB; located in SINGAPORE;
once studied in ~~seng kang pri and holy innocents high~~ and now graduated from ngee ann poly .

LOVES

i love my mummy; siblings; MIGHTIES ;
friends; handphone television ; lappy ;
songs and music by favourite artists ~~and~~ /SHOPPING!!

HATES

I HATE nothing.;

WISHES

I wish to be prettier , smarter , sociable , nice and slimmer.; get loads and loads of money.; a handsome and rich husband;
good health for my friends and family happiness for my friends and family, travel around the world, study well;
earn alot of money; a new wardrobe of clothes and etc
~~and~~ peace.