Saturday, December 13, 2008
today was family day.
went to market with lala, mum and my sis. at first go to my aunt house first den go to the market near my aunt house. dont ask me why do we have to travel all the way there. i guess mum wants to show my aunt her precious lala. but as we were talking halfway, lala began to cry. most probably cos she recognize home, and she felt foreign there.
p.s. i hope lala grow up to be respectful and dont be too pampered.
then came home and i fell asleep for awhile before going to dhoby ghaut for lala to try the spa. she went before once but this time she dont seem to enjoy it. i guess she was tired. cos her mood was crappy the whole time.
den we went to eat manhanttan fish market. delicious mussels, prawns, calamari and fish! but too sinful. and i saw something or someone that makes me think alot again. well, like what melissa said, we are nt related anymore. so i shld stop thinking too much.
i did something that my friends discouraged me to.
but only this way, i can noe the truth. only this way i can noe what is going on. but u guys told me its no longer my business. cos its over. but seriously, i hope u guys understand.
this is the only way i can noe the truth and to noe what is going on. even though its nt right, even though it makes me sad. but its the only way.
i need time. i will try to stop. but pls dont misunderstand me. pls understand me.
i saw it again. and this time, i feels for her.
i will nv do what she did.
but that doesnt mean that her love is greater.
i sms-ed. cos at that point of time i dont knw how to react. u always knw how to. u r always there to do the dumbest thing with me becos u knw that i need to do it or else i will just moan and moan and whine and whine. thats why i <3 u. i really do.
i knw u called back. and im really sorry that i did nt picked up. we did not forget about u. i swear we did not. i just am very emo after what i saw.
im sorry that u feel neglected. but we really dont mean it that way. we just feel that its different cos u r nt often with us anymore. but that doesnt mean we dont care. we just dont knw how to tell u that. but im so sorry that u feel this way.
sometimes, i am not deliberate to not pick up any call or reply people's sms. those who are my friends will noe that i have this bad habit. but i will try to change ok? i promise. please dont be angry.
but u noe, there is this code that i have with my friends. if 1 miss call, is nt really impt. 2 is quite impt. 3 is must call back. so if u really need to find me urgently, try my house phone if i dont pick up k?
im sorry that we quarreled over this for quite a few time. that u think that u r nt impt! but its nt true ok.
another thing that im sorry about. is to my 8-ight. everytime when they planned outing, i cant make it, be it due to prior appointment or family commitment or friends commitment. im really sorry about it. and to shirley, i am really sorry i cant make it to danzation cos i have chalet that day. but i hope u could, what they call it, break a leg!
lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR BROTHER!
although we might have quarrels and lots of disputes but u knw i <3 u~! and i love ur cooking! but please dont so attitude liao! and exercise!! cos u need to go army soon.
and lastly, i will show u my dearest lala! she is talking, in her own language!! hahaa.
enjoy.
went to market with lala, mum and my sis. at first go to my aunt house first den go to the market near my aunt house. dont ask me why do we have to travel all the way there. i guess mum wants to show my aunt her precious lala. but as we were talking halfway, lala began to cry. most probably cos she recognize home, and she felt foreign there.
p.s. i hope lala grow up to be respectful and dont be too pampered.
then came home and i fell asleep for awhile before going to dhoby ghaut for lala to try the spa. she went before once but this time she dont seem to enjoy it. i guess she was tired. cos her mood was crappy the whole time.
den we went to eat manhanttan fish market. delicious mussels, prawns, calamari and fish! but too sinful. and i saw something or someone that makes me think alot again. well, like what melissa said, we are nt related anymore. so i shld stop thinking too much.
i did something that my friends discouraged me to.
but only this way, i can noe the truth. only this way i can noe what is going on. but u guys told me its no longer my business. cos its over. but seriously, i hope u guys understand.
this is the only way i can noe the truth and to noe what is going on. even though its nt right, even though it makes me sad. but its the only way.
i need time. i will try to stop. but pls dont misunderstand me. pls understand me.
i saw it again. and this time, i feels for her.
i will nv do what she did.
but that doesnt mean that her love is greater.
i sms-ed. cos at that point of time i dont knw how to react. u always knw how to. u r always there to do the dumbest thing with me becos u knw that i need to do it or else i will just moan and moan and whine and whine. thats why i <3 u. i really do.
i knw u called back. and im really sorry that i did nt picked up. we did not forget about u. i swear we did not. i just am very emo after what i saw.
im sorry that u feel neglected. but we really dont mean it that way. we just feel that its different cos u r nt often with us anymore. but that doesnt mean we dont care. we just dont knw how to tell u that. but im so sorry that u feel this way.
sometimes, i am not deliberate to not pick up any call or reply people's sms. those who are my friends will noe that i have this bad habit. but i will try to change ok? i promise. please dont be angry.
but u noe, there is this code that i have with my friends. if 1 miss call, is nt really impt. 2 is quite impt. 3 is must call back. so if u really need to find me urgently, try my house phone if i dont pick up k?
im sorry that we quarreled over this for quite a few time. that u think that u r nt impt! but its nt true ok.
another thing that im sorry about. is to my 8-ight. everytime when they planned outing, i cant make it, be it due to prior appointment or family commitment or friends commitment. im really sorry about it. and to shirley, i am really sorry i cant make it to danzation cos i have chalet that day. but i hope u could, what they call it, break a leg!
lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR BROTHER!
although we might have quarrels and lots of disputes but u knw i <3 u~! and i love ur cooking! but please dont so attitude liao! and exercise!! cos u need to go army soon.
and lastly, i will show u my dearest lala! she is talking, in her own language!! hahaa.
enjoy.
11:30 PM; shattered
dreams.