Thursday, February 05, 2009
oh man. time is passing so quickly...
melody told me that its been a yr since the cruise trip. our trm cruise trip. which all of us were quite reluctant to go in the first place. however, we did enjoy ourself. especially the part that mel ran and flew to her bed. hahahaha.
and then another year we will be graduating soon. and that will be the last sem with the class. and 8-ight. and den we will go our separate path. some will go to university while others start working. and in one way or another, we will slowly drift apart. unless, we hold meet-ups and everything. which might be difficult cause of the different schedule. well. this is definitely depressing.
and i will be going to taipei in about 1 month time. however, the visa and everything is nt confirm yet. but i will leave before 9th march. im nt sure abt the job scope. nt sure abt anything there. but i guess they will link us up to the seniors and we can learn more abt it through them. and i knw i shld be glad that i got a position which offers such a pay when some of my dear friends have not get any reply. but audrey and rachel is going ningbo!
and thennnn. i will be there for 6 mths. until sept. got to do housework myself, wash clothes and etc etc etc. oh man. am i really going to make it there?
and i wonder, really wonder how im going to survive there?
did i make a good choice? or is it a moment of folly again?
well. and there are many worries here too.
i will miss my family
i will miss my cliques - mighties and 8-ight
i will miss my friends
i will even miss studying
will things be changed when i come back?
i am really not sure.
maybe it is the sense of uncertainty that cause tears to fill my eye everytime someone is being sweet and nice again.
oh man.
at least i hope i dont cry that badly in e airport.
anyway on the brighter note,
MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING IN 4 DAYS TIME.
melody told me that its been a yr since the cruise trip. our trm cruise trip. which all of us were quite reluctant to go in the first place. however, we did enjoy ourself. especially the part that mel ran and flew to her bed. hahahaha.
and then another year we will be graduating soon. and that will be the last sem with the class. and 8-ight. and den we will go our separate path. some will go to university while others start working. and in one way or another, we will slowly drift apart. unless, we hold meet-ups and everything. which might be difficult cause of the different schedule. well. this is definitely depressing.
and i will be going to taipei in about 1 month time. however, the visa and everything is nt confirm yet. but i will leave before 9th march. im nt sure abt the job scope. nt sure abt anything there. but i guess they will link us up to the seniors and we can learn more abt it through them. and i knw i shld be glad that i got a position which offers such a pay when some of my dear friends have not get any reply. but audrey and rachel is going ningbo!
and thennnn. i will be there for 6 mths. until sept. got to do housework myself, wash clothes and etc etc etc. oh man. am i really going to make it there?
and i wonder, really wonder how im going to survive there?
did i make a good choice? or is it a moment of folly again?
well. and there are many worries here too.
i will miss my family
i will miss my cliques - mighties and 8-ight
i will miss my friends
i will even miss studying
will things be changed when i come back?
i am really not sure.
maybe it is the sense of uncertainty that cause tears to fill my eye everytime someone is being sweet and nice again.
oh man.
at least i hope i dont cry that badly in e airport.
anyway on the brighter note,
MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING IN 4 DAYS TIME.
Labels: leaving for taipei in one mth time
12:25 AM; shattered
dreams.