Shattered DREAMs
Saturday, February 21, 2009

exams is round the corner.


econs paper is down and im left with 3 more papers.


ytd night went to yoga lin's concert with shuxian, weijian, and weijian's fren evelyn. but before that, we went to school to give the 12 passport photos requested and also studied in school with ley and shux. saw rachie and char too. before that, me and shux went to amk and took 12 passport photos. only our top part are in formal. hahahaha.


and i got a message frm my wife! hahaha. she wanna go too. and sth else. hahahahha. i am so happy at that point of time!


as for the concert tickets, we have to think evelyn cause she got that ticket. and weijian cause at that point of time we were having dinner - me shux and him. its last minute and we were at the right place at the right time; so rachie... ahahahaha.

it was the first time we have been to a concert. :)

well. i think people were higher during SHE period than when he sing. and the songs he sang are mostly oldies! like char siew bao and other old old songs. but HE IS CUTE. hahahah.

i think he look a little like sam frm mi lu bing.


as i had drank coffee in the noon, i was high throughout the day. shux understands. i keep crapping and talking. its post coffee syndrome. you can ask rachel too. but shuxian gotta live with it for the next 6 mths.

here are some photos that evelyn tagged us. i cant open a few. so; here goes










and well. 2 very irritating people in my life's birthday is up the corner.
and 1 even specifically requested for muffins on her birthday! where got time?!
and the other! ahahahaha.
but well. i will SEE HOW.
as im leaving to taipei soon, most probably 6th or 7th march. there are alot of emotions stirring in me. and to see the senior saying things like 'GO WITH AN OPEN MIND'. really. =.=
oh! and studying with ley makes ley high too! she keep complimenting me! i think im becoming more and more impt in her life.
LEY! DONT SO BIAN TAI LE!
and to you!
well. that day; when i met you
it really makes me see another side of you.
maybe it was there all along
maybe it was not
but you've change
i dont need you anymore.
really, i dont.
what you want from me is different from what i want from you
everyone tells me i will be better off without you
thinking and talking to you that day really makes me realise; you are not what i want.
but i really hope that things will go well for you.
i know you dont come; so i will just pray for you.
and pls. dont come back. it will just tarnish the reputation ive built.
it will all be over soon
and lastly to another you!
its sad and hurts me more to see u treat me so coldly than what happen with that person.
i really dont know what happen
it have been like that since my birthday
did i do sth wrong?
i reallly hope you can just tell me
i keep asking you; i really dont want to quarrel with you
i dont want it to be like that or to even end like that.
i am leaving soon; i knw i have been saying for v long.
but its true.
and do u remember what you told me in msn?
i really hope it will happen.
i miss you.
:(

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PROFILE


i am esther; nickname isesther;
b'dae on 9 FEB; located in SINGAPORE;
once studied in seng kang pri and holy innocents high and now graduated from ngee ann poly .


LOVES
i love my mummy; siblings; MIGHTIES ;
friends; handphone television ; lappy ;
songs and music by favourite artists and /SHOPPING!!


HATES
I HATE nothing.;


WISHES
I wish to be prettier , smarter , sociable , nice and slimmer.; get loads and loads of money.; a handsome and rich husband;
good health for my friends and family happiness for my friends and family, travel around the world, study well;
earn alot of money; a new wardrobe of clothes and etc
and peace.


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