Shattered DREAMs
Saturday, April 10, 2010

as most would have know, i have started work

it is an admin job


work always starts at 10 and ends at 7

and im trying to psycho my friends to come over for dinner once in awhile

:)


job has not officially start as my computer is not there yet

but i can alr feel the stress and how complex it will be


but oh wells, i cant reject the job

for those who know my situation, will know why.


and now, the only thing that im praying very very hard for is to NOT GO TO MACAU on 28/4 - 2/5

when i know that im going, its sian TO THE MAX

but then, ytd my superior said that i might not have to go

so, im praying very very very hard that i wont have to go


life has been alright for me

mini dramas, great dramas; you said it, ive got most of it

but they arent actually my dramas, right friends?

hahahaha


recalling to the conversation i had with shirley a few days ago, i told her that all i want for this year is a peaceful one. but she asked me why because we are only 20 once and we should enjoy it to the fullest. at that point of time, i was stun that she said this! yup, shirley, i was a little shocked. what she said was right; like we are really only 20 once, and next time if we were to recall back what we had done, it will be so boring. but still, after all these dramas that had happen, i wish i had a peaceful year; at least for this year.


so for these few weeks before i started working, i had been out and about. beside hitting the club one more time, went to try up shisha and of cos, alcohol was involved. for these 2 times, my alcohol tolerance was BAD! seriously; but at least i was with people i know and i hope time will erase their memories. hahahaha.


then, there are also movie, l4d2 sessions and mahjong sessions with friends and family. candy and i manage to finish most of the campaigns except 1! hope to faster complete it or else will be seriously paiseh lah. we started playing for so long alr. =.=


there are more movies that i wanna catch! such as ju-on, kickass, date night and my rainy days. candy wanna watch the diary of a wimpy kid. so yer, there are more stuff to do.


ytd, tried up prawning with candy, huimin, qilin and some of the guys. it was a different experience but glad that jeremy and hanliang was there to cut the worm and put it on the bait. once we caught the prawns, they help us to deal with it. but didnt manage to eat any cause time were running out. it was a different experience and i certainly think that it was a bit cruel.


and denise wanna start learning to ride a bicycle. yup. my activities are getting healthier.


shuxian and ley is back from their holidays! gotta meet them soon before my BALI trip next week. hahahaha. and my VS that shux help me buy! hahahahahaha. but i miss both of them really much. if you guys happen to drop by, date me out for dinner next week before i go for my BALI trip.


after working for only 2 days, the only thing im looking forward is the BALI trip and there is an ongoing planning of a short break in JULY with my girls. i hope it is feasible and that my darling candy can make it.


oh ya, candy and i are in a relationship now.


:)



12:05 PM; shattered dreams.

PROFILE


i am esther; nickname isesther;
b'dae on 9 FEB; located in SINGAPORE;
once studied in seng kang pri and holy innocents high and now graduated from ngee ann poly .


LOVES
i love my mummy; siblings; MIGHTIES ;
friends; handphone television ; lappy ;
songs and music by favourite artists and /SHOPPING!!


HATES
I HATE nothing.;


WISHES
I wish to be prettier , smarter , sociable , nice and slimmer.; get loads and loads of money.; a handsome and rich husband;
good health for my friends and family happiness for my friends and family, travel around the world, study well;
earn alot of money; a new wardrobe of clothes and etc
and peace.


VOICES




SAYONARA
cAndY
swEe kEe
sImi?
huimin
meLissa
melody
yina
shirley
shuxian fashion blog
shuxian's blog
audrey
rachel
rachel's china blog
charmaine
jErEmy
clarence
eUgEnIa
dIonE
clAssbLog
mEliSsa
huImIn
sHiqI
sWeEkEe
simin
sErEnA
jOannE



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