Shattered DREAMs
Wednesday, July 09, 2008

a few months ago, on this day. i was very very happy.

i thought it will be different. things will be different because it becomes more significant.

however. i was wrong.

we are back to square 1. well. at least i am.

i will try my best.

if this will makes u happy.

do not come back. unless u can do what u promise.

you make me do what i swear i will not do ever. it is so embarrassing.

things are different alr.

i will adapt.

one day, i can.

yesterday it hurts alot.

each day, it will hurt a little lesser

cause i have my dearest friends.

i really wanna take this chance to thank my friends. you know who you are. the one who pick up my call at the middle of the night and hear me whine. the ones that hear me whine in msn and persuade me that i should be more confident. the ones that accompany through my days. the ones who hurt with me. the ones who care for me.

thanks my dear friends. you will never know how much it mean to me. im sorry for nt listening to your advice. i really thought it will be different. thats what that person make me think.

today, went to watch hancock with melissa and candy.

at first. feel like sleeping de. i think melissa slept halfway although she denied it.

it was quite nice. but nt really worth watching.

they hear me whine and me and candy started doing comparison. it was funny.

my dear candy, tmr may be the worst day of ur life. but im here for u k?
thanks for being here for me. i will really change my contacts to ur name. haha.

tmr got project and d plus. it sucks.

I HAVE TO PRACTICE SELF CONTROL.

melissa quote me something today.

'true love can wait'

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11:18 PM; shattered dreams.

PROFILE


i am esther; nickname isesther;
b'dae on 9 FEB; located in SINGAPORE;
once studied in seng kang pri and holy innocents high and now graduated from ngee ann poly .


LOVES
i love my mummy; siblings; MIGHTIES ;
friends; handphone television ; lappy ;
songs and music by favourite artists and /SHOPPING!!


HATES
I HATE nothing.;


WISHES
I wish to be prettier , smarter , sociable , nice and slimmer.; get loads and loads of money.; a handsome and rich husband;
good health for my friends and family happiness for my friends and family, travel around the world, study well;
earn alot of money; a new wardrobe of clothes and etc
and peace.


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